make or break?

i got one year left to study here,
will i return to jordan?
Or will i n0t?

I don't know,
i am blur,
seeing at my level of kn0wledges,
i did n0t satisfied with myself,
what can i do in a year?
What can i achieve in a year?

Its a make or brake,
for me,
to be myself,
and make whoever i will be.